Went to watch The Orphanage with Darry & HengYeong at GV Yishun. Darry was late for 1 hour = i had to skip dinner. No wonder HengYeong was playing CS at home. and stupid me still cabbed down to his house thinking that I am late. And i hate the cab drive. He drove asif he is very skilled. One hand controlling the gear and steering wheel while another hand making phonecalls on which horse to bet. WTF..

If kana accident, then one more lousy blogger will be gone from the blogosphere. which i hate to see that.. ha ha. I wanna improve. let me have the chance.. ha ha!

It is not really scary. HengYeong is the one who is scare. He tried to scare me and he succeeded. Congrats! while my attempts to scare Darry failed. =( how unfair..See, this stupid ugly shade belongs to HengYeong. now u guys know who have better taste. my shades is 100000000times nicer than his. And i don't care how much his worth. Darry's nerdy spect on me. But he is not shortsighted. Just wearing it for the sake of wearing and acting decent. While, i hope to turn back time so that i wont be short sighted lo! My contact lens are giving me problems nowadays. But it is not even one month. I don't know why. Maybe is the solution. argh~ i don't know lah!My desktop wallpaper. Chio right! ha ha! and i slept at 6.30am this morning. woke up at 10.50am this morning to prepare going out with Adrian, Chris, James and Darry. HengYeong was working. and guess what. Darry was late. this time.. i had to skip lunch cos of him.. zzz.. If i continue to meet him everyday, it would be a good way to diet. =x

we went to Safra early and realized that it only open at 3pm. lazy to go to civic plaza so we went to play pool . i mean the guys. i went to heal my rumbling tummy. sang till 7pm and i took train home. boring life!

please get me a job.

Youth Aids Blogger Forum By Nuffnang With PICS

Youth Aids Blogger Forum By Nuffnang With PICS

Met up with Joanna (blogger of http://reflectherbeauty.blogspot.com/) at Sembawang MRT at 2pm. Thanks Jo for helping me to print the Nuffnang form =D anyway, we trained down to Cineleisure and met up with Scott. UPDATE: Scott just emailed me a poem seen on the day forwarded to us by the Health Promotion Board and i think i SHOULD share with you guys.

“ Why do you see me through tinted glasses?

It breaks my heart into a million pieces.

The day I knew I was positive,

all people around me turned negative.
Some of you think that I deserve it,

and so in your society I no longer fit.

But just like you I did not know,

so now my tears abundantly flow.
I had faith in my partner,

that he loved me and none other.

But the truth was revealed;

that one mistake and my fate’s been sealed.
Please don’t look at me through tinted glasses,

support me as I pick up my life’s broken pieces.

Anonymous”

It is damn shitty that i forgot to bring my camera out~!!! I think i am getting older and older. I kept forgetting stuffs.. Shit.. one day i might carry my son out and forget to bring him home. perhaps leaving him in NTUC or in the toilet bowl. well, all these need to wait till i got married.. muhahaha.. People who loves to blog, it is a die die MUST to be able to love taking photos! here is the best proof.
SPOT ME!
we watched a small movie clip about AIDS. the unconditional love the bf gave to his gf who is HIV positive.. It is touching but i think it wont happen to me -- as in the unconditional love the bf has for the gf. Till date, no one did that before. Perhaps i am not as pretty as the lead OR perhaps i should be HIV positive to enjoy that? *TOUCHWOOD LAH*

Donuts? No lah! AIDS got nothing to do with donuts. Estee told me to imagine the donuts' hole is *ahem* your vaginal. (Of cos Estee didn't talk to me in such a crude language. i added them myself) and the long long hotdog is *ahem* yes, penis. The penis will shoot out chocolate sauce?? NO lah! look at the colour of the liquid. It is black! Means you might kena HIV lah.

here is the explaination:

While sex is usually a pleasurable experience, the sad truth is , sex that is not monogamous can lead to pain; the pain brought to you by HIV infection. Are such pain worth for that moment of "pleasure"?

For those who think it is, please.. Either use a durian to poke your *ahem* if you are a lady or use a knife to chop off your *ahem* if you are a guy.

Or i shall pray that your penis would rot like the banana! hahahaha

Here is the explaination of the pic

"You cant tell if a person is infected with HIV at his/her outlook. ONLY a blood test can tell if the person is infected with HIV. and you need to repeat the test 3 months later to be confirm. Just make sure the 3 mths, you both don't engage in risky activity"

BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN you can STOP PRACTISING SAFE SEX if both of you are not infected. because it could spread if you happened to touch an open wound of a HIV infected person.

anyway, what would you do if you have friends / family tested HIV positive. As discussed in the session, quite alot of Asians would shun them. But put yourself in other's shoe. What if you are HIV positive? Actually with medication, HIV infected paitients can still live their life normally as YOU & ME.

Do Not Engage In Casual Sex.

Let me quote an example, you might be a virgin and fucking Peter ( I just randomly pick a name. Sorry if anyone happen to have the name Peter) now and you are Peter's 2nd sex partner. Peter's 1st partner is Alice ( Sorry to those who called Alice). Who knows if Alice is HIV positive ornt?! If she is not, maybe Alice's ex Johnny (Sorry Johnny) is HIV positive? If Johnny is not, maybe Johnny's one night stand Amy (sorry amy) is HIV POSITIVE leh? and the list goes on. i am lazy to type & i guess you are lazy to read too!

ok . enough.. picture time!Lawrence is one of the lead in the movie clip. You can see him on TV always. The recent one was the "Just in Singapore" as Paige Chua's admirer named Eric. He is damn cute in real. how i wished to bring him home. ha ha! fat dreams.. it is going to be 2am now. yes, i am going dreaming already!!the bloggers like Esther, Peggy, Benjamin , Issac and others that i don't know. I dont think they know me too.. haha.. i am such a small fry in the blogosphere. =(the high-tea

and we were gossiping about the people who were active in sex, sticking the coloured stickers to tape nipples so that it would be colourful. only 3 of us know.. haha shhh~ with Boss Mingthanks Boss Ming for calling me weeks ago to ask if I'm free to go! haha! Joanna & I love such events. Boss, let us have more chance okie! ha ha.. too bad. he went to Tokyo and i guess he wont be reading this in Tokyo.. haha!

ok ba. it is 2.10am now. Hit the bed. ciao~ =D

T-R-U-S-T

T-R-U-S-T


Today, R U Still True?


Only Ervi knows what happened and turtle told me there's nth wrong.. zzz

My 1st attempt to try fake lashes

My 1st attempt to try fake lashes

Very very long ago, i got this very very fake lashes bought from Msia at $0.90 and it is in ringgit somemore lah~ Cheap right? got it just to learn so today i went to buy the fake lashes glue at Aries for $7.90. actually i think the glue that stick double eyelid is better so i bought that~ anyway no picture no talk

see how weird and fake my eye look.. maybe is because i didnt put any make up on? or maybe is the lashes look damn fake? or maybe i am the one that didnt put it in the correct way?

and someone sent me this pic after i sent him the fake eyelashes pic

it reads : "Dearest Ylva, You did something to your lashes? opps.. It look so fake! Turtle Tan"

haha~ and ending my lousy post with this man who is wearing sort of prison outfit of Macdonalds? I do not know his name but i know from young, i called him batman. I don't know why.

P/S: feeling quite low when another someone didnt chat with me on phone for 2 nights. but we did in the daytime. maybe someone is busy with studies? haha.. nvm.. cant really force someone to scare off him.. wahahaha~ =(

Aircon man came to service the aircon today. now my dear aircon is blowing nice and cold air..

Singtel man came to fix my telephone line and now i can chat with ease with my friends. done housework.. changed bedsheet.. i am so tired~ feel like eating macdonalds..

My birthday cake become disaster unintentionally! i didnt know that it is my cake till someone told me.. ha ha~ but nevertheless, i still feel it is nice.. not really a disaster lah.. and the someone is damn lazy / rich to have one fridge in his wardrobe..

but it is so empty now.. perhaps i can be nice top help him top up some drinks.. like milk? ha ha ha~

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My mum is crazy over $$~

My mum is crazy over $$~



Let me talk abit on Friday. Friday i planned to bring my bro out b4 i go to Expo for City Harvest Church Easter Day. wanted to borrow my dad's bro car but he was uttering alot of nonsense and broke his promise that if we lend him $ to buy the car, he would lend us when he dont need it and it was the fact that he doesn't need it in the daytime. He just worried that we would get accident or whatever shit. He just kept cursing that we will kana accident. Please. I wont go risk my life doing something that is not worth for it.


in the end, we had to go to Changi to pick up my aunt's car because she was off to HK.. so we drove from Changi back to Sembawang to pick my bro, to Toh Yi for Joel to change clothes, to Jurong for food, lost in the mid of expressway and ended up in SengKang and back to Sembawang to drive bro home, to Expo for church and finally back to Sembawang. and we didnt meet with any fucking accident lo. i wonder why my uncle loves to curse me..

my shy bro in the car. and OMG~ i got a huge hard pimple on my cheek near my nose lo~ SHITS right~spot it urself.. i didnt photoshop it. just covered the pimple with concealer.. is my left cheek, near the nose.. Joel driving. he didnt know that i snap him.. now he knows.. =P

Saturday, my mum wanna me to have a lunar bdae celebration and she invited her friends w/o telling them that is my bdae.. so we drove to yishun to pick my bro, to amk to buy cake and picked my grandma b4 heading to my mum's house. and i got screamed by her becos i was wearing shorts with no makeup.. come on, it is raining and i am in a car.. i dress so nice also no one see me except bro & joel right.. i forgave her becos i see she had a hardtime preparing the food. well, food served are *ahem* edible.. LOLs

Joel chose this cake for mehe lit up the candle nicely for meand i took picture with my bro

here comes the crazy part. she smsed me in the morning to return all angbao that i had taken ytd.. and she called me to confirm i received the sms when i was sleeping. she screamed at me when i didnt pick up her call. of cos lah~ i am sleeping leh.. she ordered me to return the $118 from 3 angbao. she said she wanna return them the angbao.. WTF. i think they wont accept if you return them~ and ur daughter is so poor.. i guess she wanted to keep it for herself? this kind of birthday celebration, spare me pls

Would You Kiss Them?

Would You Kiss Them?

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On my actual birthday.. can u believe it if i say i was home all along? I went out to AMK HUB with xuefen and i ate one diet pill.. the result is.. i went without food for more than 30hours and i didnt sleep on monday night's.. only slept on tues night at 2am? LOL.. i think it is a good way to become a deity..

back to the topic. i was bored at home and decided to clean up my desk for abit and i was looking for jobs at jobstreet.com.sg.. so i am going to 2 interviews tomorrow.. what i can say is, it is really hard to get a job nowadays.. or maybe for me? ha ha.. so i was at home the whole day on 18 mar.. now then i realized how no friends i am... LOL.. Joel came to my house last night and we met xuefen & alvin went to yishun to eat.

i am not sure is it lucky or what, as i bought my food and walking towards my table, kelvin and his friends were just 2 tables beside us.. -.-" my close friends would know what i am saying.. Enough of words.. pictures of me & xuefen at MOS burger @ AMK Hub on monday~

and becareful of the pics below.. it will make u puke with us acting pitywonder why i took so much pics? because i am doing away my highlights to make me look more *ahem* decent when i go for job interviews. so i am back to the plain old jane again.. =(

Happy Birthday To Myself 祝我生日快乐

Happy Birthday To Myself 祝我生日快乐

希望我的愿望可以实现。希望我会比以前成熟。希望我可以天天开心。希望我身边的人都能开心。

Hope that my wishes can come true. Hope that i can be more mature. Hope that i can be happy always and same for those people around me..

having mixed feelings & emotions now

Birthday Thoughts Of a 21yrs old

Birthday Thoughts Of a 21yrs old

I am growing up.. into an adult in just 1 day (P/S: 18 March is my 21st birthday).. I got alot of mixed feelings these few days.. Seriously, i know that i need to be more responsible, i need to learn how to act and think like an adult.. this is my life.. i am growing up.. no more excuses that i am young.. because i am fucking old already..

To Lingwei, Shalene, Suling, KumKeong, Nicholas, CheeLoong, Chiang Mak, Chen Yang, Alex & Joel.. thanks for coming for the humble dinner at v8.. the food last time do taste good.. but duno why this time.. hope you all are full.. Dont need to help me save money then purposely order very little.. LOL..

Part of the food that we orderedSeriously, i can still remember how Lingwei & I know each other.. i am so glad that i got to know you and Shalene.. as for Suling, what i can say is.. it's great knowing you and we are going out often nowadays.. You are also a nice friend =DNicholas is the 3rd party in there =xand CheeLoong is so happy.. i also duno why..Alex & Chiang Mak went to buy this "secretly".. actually is that i am clever.. i guessed it right when they said they are going to the toilet.. they went for 30mins++ in case u dont know.. but i am still touched by their action & effort.. =)The 3 wishes that i made:

1st -- TOP SECRET

2nd -- those who came to my mini celebration will be happy in their own love life..

3rd -- Hope that i can have a good job.. i need a job.. =(

Joel helped me to cut the cake.. isn't he helpful.. LOL..after the dinner i went MOS with Alvin, YeowXuan, Jackson & his gf and xuefen.. and we went to Suling's pub after that.. shall not talk about that cos we didnt nothing much.. we only drank 2 martell..

just back from dinner at Lau Pat Sat with Joel.. We ate stingray, lala, and oyster omelette.. was quite disappointed with the stingray..

anyway, i just hope that all my wishes will come true.. especially for wish no1..