Went to AMK acc bf to buy hair spray and helped my bro buy soap also.. There is a shop call red tomatos.. The things there all very cheap -- shampoo, body wash, facial items, mask, hair spray etc etc...

Went to eat pig meat ball soup and went to the arcade.. the mahjong in arcade game cheat people one.. we all waiting for the tile nv come out once.. cos we got da san yuan.. too big for the machine to lose i think.. 1 fan = 1 credit.. cheat money one so we decided not to play..

walked around at AMK hub and i saw mango and her friend called xh i think (she mentioned in her blog last time).. both are beau man.. i am so inferior..

rented 2 vcds but both boring shows lah~ ate dinner at bf hse.. and i slept damn early.. really not enough sleep.. woke up today and headed to chong pang.. bf's dad drove us there.. we wanted to get a dog one.. but hor.. adopt de total need $280 for a dog.. SPCA only $130 but need a parent to go.. so mafan.. SPCA rarely got toy breed one.. and i saw a dog named muffin at SPCA adoption gallery.. she is damn cute lo..

but no parent of mine wanna go.. my dad is coward lah~ my mum scare of dogs.. sian.. one day.. i will get married and have my own dogs!!

but bf loves rabbit too..

ate duck rice at chong pang.. really missed duck rice..

tomorrow is singapore's 42nd birthday.. happy bdae singapore!!!!

I went out with my mum yesterday and I went to TANGS.. i woke up early in the morning 11am yesterday and i only slept less than 6 hours.. damnit.. I am freaking tired.. anyway, went to play mahjong with qiuyun, tommy and JJ again at 9pm plus... And mac supper after that.. we suan-ed JJ alot and wahahaha~~ Qiu Yun and i came up with stories of JJ with his dream girl.. LOL..

When i was outside at TANGS, i saw a weird man.. His outfit is damn weird.. I thought he was listening to a mp3 or at least, a dicsman. But he took out an antique!! LOL.. and he was singing in his own world. He is just weird and i quickly told HengYeong about it. He is working at TANGS now..

I met up with agnes too and I am considering working the same job with her at TANGS too.. But prayfully the person would post me to TANGS.. anyway, i havent called the person up too~

I bought a necklace from the shop and sun plaza and it bloody hell costed $18.80!! When i saw perlin silver selling less than $10.. But nevermind.. I am in the need as i need to wear my pendant which my ex bf got for me when i was flipping the i-weekly as mentioned in the previous posts.. Wonder how it looks like? It is actually quite simple.. Eh hello.. $99 only.. How nice you want it to be??

and oh god.. i slept at 5am yesterday too and i woke up at 9.30am.. 2 days my sleeptime doesnt add up to 10hours.. I am tired.. ciao~

Back from mahjong session at Tommy's hse with Qiuyun, JJ, and nicholas.. I won $5 from the 10-20 cents mahjong.. I am quite tired now and i have to be awake at 11am ++ tomorrow and the itchy hand me went to switch on the hi-fi to watch huan zhu ge ge 3..

The mahjong tiles at Tom's house are very small , in case we wake his parents up. No point that we enjoy ourselves and other people suffer right? Come on, we are considerate person ok.. wahaha

i told you.. the tiles are damn freaking small.. and i found a picture about huan zhu ge ge.. it seems that Ziwei and XiaoYanZi did exist and the person claimed that Ziwei is the 2nd from the left and Xiao Yan Zi is in the middle.. If you do not know who is Ziwei & XiaoYanZi, i wont tell you here.. I cant be bothered with you noob.. Get it.. NOOB..

And are you going to ask me what is the meaning of N-O-O-B ornt? enter huan zhu ge ge in yahoo search ok?? or google or whatever.. I am tired.. It's 5am already~

and omg.. they are freaking ugly ok!! Chao turtle.. lydat also call princess ar? Then i am the empress liao le lo.. -.-""

Just back from the movie 'Simpsons' and Ma was talking to Homer about how much she loves him. Talking about love relationship. I had one which lasted the longest in my life (currently). It is around 1yr and 10mthz with alot of breakups and patching. Those who know me since 2004 would know who is the guy. He is the best.

Although possessive, nagging and abit irritating, he showered me with love and treasure me as though I am a gem. He would give me surprises too.. Like during our one year anniversary, he asked me to stay at home and dont go out.

and 8pm, a guy rang my doorbell.. He was the delivery man with flowers from my ex. 3 blue roses with a note 'happy anniversary'.. How sweet it was..

When i was flipping i-weekly one time at his hse, i told him 'eh, the pendant very nice hor. SK jewellery one' and within a week, he secretly went to Northpoint and got one for me! I still kept it till now. It is the most expensive jewellery i got from a guy. Our rings. We got 3 pairs.. He lost one and i lost another one.. So in the end we got 3 pairs and i still kept 2 of it.. Cos one was lost.

Neoprints taken with him was kept. My current bf dislikes taking neoprints which is so different from me. But things went hay-wire between me and my ex.. Things turned out badly and i needed freedom badly and i would quarrel and fight with him with the slightest reason.

My ex was good.. One day i embrassed him in front of all my classmates during a pulau ubin trips.. my classmates know what happen.. Yet, a guy with pride lowered himself just for me..

But we have broken up for 2 years already. But he is the best bf who treats me the best.. Anyway, enough of being emo.. Haha.. I still like my current bf.. Just a post being emo anyway.. Nothing much.. Now i also no feelings for my ex lah~ So no worries..

good nights..

ended an emo post -- yLva

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