In memory of my Beloved Grandpa Mr Lim Kim Tuan

I thought 2007 would be a brand new year.. Enjoyed myself on 1jan 2007 but i didnt know nightmare starts on 2 jan 2007.. My maternal grandpa who was diagnosed with lung cancer 3 months ago, passed away on 1.57am.. At first he was alright but he went to bathe himself strangly at night.. some ppl told me people would know their time is up and they will tend to eat to their fill or do something which you wont see them doing it during their normal times.. When is my time going to be up then?

i have quarrelled with my mother over laptop issue a month ago. We did not contact each other from that day onwards.. Was sleeping on 2 jan 2007 when my brother called me and i heard the vibration of my handphone. Was damn shocked when i heard the news of my brother saying " Jiejie, ah gong passed away already". I thought he was joking. But he sounded serious. Quickly took a cab down in my shorts and got scolded by my mother as who would wear shorts to wake? I protested as my big uncle's family was wearing red! I thought attending a wake one should wear black?

Enough of that issue.. The wake lasted till sat.. Thur & Fri was tough.. Alot of praying and kneeling.. Mother and Aunts cried. Even my grandpa's nieces cried too. But SOME PEOPLE as the big daughter-in-law did not bother! Not even she sat down when everyone was supposed to pray, she didnt even shed a tear.. Hello .. I reali hate you and u reali look like a maid..

On Grandpa's last journey at Mandai.. When we saw the coffin was being pushed into the burning area, everyone cried.. Including some of my cousins.. It's was a sad 1st week of my 2007..