I am sick

really sick.. i vomit at bf hse at 8plus and i heed bf's mama advise to go and rest.. and i rested and i awoke at 10pm plus to ate bf's vitamin C pill.. 1000mg vitamin C.. very strong.. i went back to rest after that.. i just realised i couldnt slp side way and i slept normal.. just face the ceiling.. but i realised i cant get to sleep anymore.. the feeling of vomiting sucks.. and just 5min ago, i vomit again.. i vomit twice..

the last time i vomit was 2 yrs back when i go to gay's pub and drank quite alot with danny they all.. now, i am dying.. sld i go to the hospital? if i go, my classmates, pls dun mention i nv go sch.. u dun wish me to get scolded when i am so weak right? just kill me then.

now my mouth stinks.. with the vomit smell.. waiting for bf's bro de gf to help me buy some mentos and sour plum..

pray.. that i do not vomit again

pls dun say that my bf didnt take care of me.. he is having fever too

Dummy support me to blog in chinese.. But, jere cant view chinese.. how?? shall i blog in 2 language? u wait long long lah~!!!

I saw the mini phone.. wish that it was mine.. but it cost $200++ not very worth it lehzMy bf is very good to me today.. he slept at 7am ++ cos he went to his poly friends' bdae celebration at MOS.. he celebrated 2 of his friends bdae.. lols.. And he need to be awake by 10am cos we got work!!!

today he initiated by holding my hand which i requested very long ago!!! lol.. then i say he do wrong things ytd izit and he went -.-""

He very good today lo.. for the 1st time, he didnt skip all the cantonese tracks in my creative zen.. he is listening to cantonese songs!! at when we were resting, we heard a cantonese song call "hao xin hao bao 好心好报" by Fang Li Shen & Deng Li Xin.. He listened to the 1st 20 sec he told me that " Eh, your favourite song.."

So surprised that he knew the title as he know that the singer is Fang Li Shen~! So touched..

then he still treat me lunch & tell me he wont bring me go clubbing cos he dont wanna let ppl touch his gf =x but hor.. if lydat, nxt time clubbing all fat n ugly gals.. cos those normal n pretty girls are all taken by guys.. then guys will still go clubbing mehz? i doubt so lehz..in the end after work, he still accompanied me go bugis village shop shop & i bought a tube from my relative de shop and 3 pairs of earrings. I am giving my mum a pair.. Not because i am selfish.. but cos i have 4 ear holes for goodness sake. My mum has a pair only.. so? isnt it obvious? dummy

Overall, my boy is very good and sweet today.. i hope everyday he will be lydat then i will be the happiest gal in the World~!!!

P/S : i hate my yellow teeth~~!!

alot of pics hor? lol.. more to comeI love my eye alot.. attractive ornt ar??who bullied me today??

NO ONE~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P

bf comment it's too wordy and not nice.. but i like can?thx for viewing my blog~~!!!! do leave comments.. comment box is added~

完美的一天？无聊的夜晚。。

Went to AMK hub for pepper lunch wif my bf and he kept nagging abt the rice wasnt filling enough.. after that he nag abt the rain and i do not know the timing for the SSDC shutter bus.

He kept playing his PSP lo.. and expect me to sit with him at macdonalds as the rain was very heavy when we reached sembawang.. "forced" him to go to Coffeebean while i sip my cappuacino with chigago cheesecake.. =x went shopping at Watson myself and bought eye make up remover and the hoya hair moisturing gel.. expensive!

went home and play maple.. he going clubbing with his friends at MOS.. sucks.. i wanna go clubbing too!! now, i am left alone & bored at home.. the feeling sucks to core.. sickening~

刚才和 Ernest （岛伟）聊了一个半钟头的电话。 他的华文名字好怪，可能他的父母希望他是“无人岛”上的伟人。。 哈哈~！我们聊了好多，聊到了他的女朋友，我的男朋友等等。。

还记得以前我 Blog about Ahmad the Macdonald Delivery guy? 今天我发现了一个秘密，原来他有两个老婆 -- 一个现在正在怀孕，另一个老婆的孩子已经大约四五岁。他还到处去跟女生拿电话号码。。 真的是一个烂人。超恶心的！

周蕙为了转角遇到爱唱了一首好好听的歌 -- 该忘了你对不对

真得很好听。。

突然间，我记起了很多事。以前变坏的时候，那些曾经和我一起流浪的朋友，现在，都不知道他们在哪里。很想念以前和他们在一起的时候，抽烟，打架，喝酒~ 等等。。我以前的一个男朋友，已经结婚了，老婆也怀了他的孩子。。 是个男孩。。 替他感到开心，他终于找到他的幸福。

现在， 我翻着我的电话簿，我有大约 230 个联络号码，但是，如果有一天，我需要他们的时候，他们会出现吗？昨天家里发现一只好大的蟑螂，好恶。到现在还找不到。。我记得有一次， Jaslyn 来我家的时候，发现一只蟑螂，我打给我现在的男朋友，他说他没空，就这样放我们两个女生去死。

可怜的我们。。。

我的 "喜欢与爱论" 让 Dum Dum 昌旭摸不着脑子。。 不要问我为何最近都已华文来 blog， 可能我想换一个方式来表达我自己，由或者，我已厌倦了用英文来沟通。我承认，用华文是有一点麻烦， 但， 我不能忘了，我是华人。

爱一个人就要懂得为对方付出， 我有。你们呢？

我病了，我是真的生病了。有谁知道？现在的雨好大好大。。。 我聆听着雨声，仿佛心里平静了许多。有人肯为我付出吗？

当你闭上眼睛，你记得我的样子吗？我眼睛又多大？我鼻子有多挺？我的酒窝是一个还是两个？我的笑容，好看吗？

*updated*

Just to update cos in short of time. 星期一 i forgot abt the indian teacher does not allow handphone to be used in lesson and i forgot and i was trying to play game.. she say she wanted to confiscate it for one day if not she will not care abt the class.. some people do not understand how much i reali need a handphone. with the music function, it enables me to hav quick access to music whenever i go, bathing, shitting, sleeping.. i need music.

worse, that day is 23rd .. i need to sms my bf on 24th cos is the 9th mthz..
you might not understand me as i know you wanted me to give the phone so that she will care for the class.. i do not wish that she hack care the class cos of me.. so wad do u suggest me to do?

某人 said " no matter you make wad decision, i support u" 某人might say that just to console me. but i appreciate that.. that is why, i have more male friends.. i think male friends are better

喜欢一见面就会喜欢，但喜欢和爱是不一样的 喜欢和爱有什么区别呢？

喜欢一个人的时候快乐多一点，即使是忧愁也是淡淡的； 爱一个人的时候痛苦多一点，即使是甜蜜也总是涩涩的； 爱就一个字，喜欢两个字； 喜欢的人可以很多，而你所爱的人却总是唯一

喜欢是一种简单，爱却总是那么复杂； 喜欢是随便说说，爱总是难以说出口，说不清也道不明；你可以一分钟去喜欢一个人，却要用一生暝记你的爱； 喜欢只是一种随意感触，而爱会让你多一份幸福的牵挂； 喜欢挚友一斤重，而爱却有千斤、万斤重；爱是要承担责任的，是沉重的； 你可以同时喜欢一千个一万个，却不能同时爱上两个人

真的爱上一个人，你就爱上了沉重，你已经没有多余的感情来给别人； 爱一个人就要爱她的灵魂；爱，可以以生命为代价；有的人却能爱一个人到永远； 爱是远比喜欢要吸引很多感情，要不然，这世上哪来那么多痴男和怨女！

喜欢是不爱的一种狡辩； 爱是喜欢的进化； 喜欢是欣赏对方的优点，而爱是包容对方的缺点； 喜欢一个人就是想占有她，爱一个人总是想让她占有自己； 喜欢是一种爱莲者说，可远观而不可近玩！！！ 有的人一生中有无数的情人，但却没有真正爱过谁

too bored at work~

60 cents watermelon. damn big

Anyway, this is the 1st time i play mahjong till v dulan~ my uncle (my dad's bro) he sort of cant take it when he lose $.. too stress maybe.. ended up he come n scold us.. cos he missed his turn to "pong" circle one. then he scold n scold n my bro scolded him back.. and vulgarities exchanged and each other's mum were insulted..

i was too angry cos he kept using my aunt(my dad's sis) name to scold us and thus i tell him

"My aunt is a human NOT a dog.. PLS DONT SAY TILL SHE IS UR DOG WHEN SHE ISNT~"

and i threw mahjong tiles at him~

and we fought.

my dad n bf stopped us.. and the lather kept on scolding us saying nxt year angbao he would give us $1.20.. and he said my mum is a bad woman.

fucker. if my mum is bad, why that time u go her hse play mahjong? He still say ask my mum dont ask favour from him. fuck. my mum is loaded, she doesnt need ur money nor ur body. she wanna wad favour from u?

u blind? deaf? or you are just simply retarded~

i dun get it why did i have such a relative like u

the china woman in my hse say that cos my uncle lose money then unhappy. Wooo.. so means unhappy can scold ppl? then i super unhappy can i kill ppl and ask the judge dont send me to jail cos I AM SUPER UNHAPPY?

lose money then want scold ppl, my dad lose money in horse betting & 4d. Sld he burn the singapore pools or kill the horses? crazy woman talking crazy rubbish~

I stuck 4d again.. starter $10~ woo~~

my dad scolded me just now saying i sldnt attempt to hit my uncle. fcuker.. ur children are being bullied for nth and u can just sit back and watch one ar?

wad sorta of father you are?

IF YOU ARE PROTECTING UR BRO THAT'S WHY YOU ARE SCOLDING US, THEN I TELL YOU, I AM TOO~ PROTECTING MY BRO AND SCOLDING THE ELDERS. sucks~

*updated*

the previous mahjong sessions, he would talk loudly and scold during the round when he is not winning or cursing me to lose OR try to let the china woman win so that i can lose money with my bf.

You crazy? AREN'T your surname NG?

u wanna money till you forget who are ur parents?

i am studying from mon-fri and working sat & sunday. Be thankful that i accompany you mahjong with my bf even though we need to work the next day.. cos we noe u alone, no wife, no children. if this is the way you wanna treat us, no relatives lo.. since you said that one..

i am very pissed off with you

I am very into 转角遇到爱 de show and now i am going to share some nice speech by them~

每一部剧集中都会出现比较让人印象深刻的台词，那么也让我们从现在开始一起记下“转角”中你喜欢的台词吧。

我个人目前比较喜欢的台词有：秦朗对心蕾说“就算跌倒，也要豪迈的笑”，这种面对困境的心态真的值得称赞！还有心蕾自信地说“不是我失去了他，而是他失去了我，失去了美丽的我、无可替代的深爱他的我”，对待失恋就应该有这样的魄力。


秦:瞎!
余:虾什么虾 还鱼类!


俞：我是在笑某人手艺比他阿麽差多了
秦：可是某人在某某餐厅还是吃的很开心啊
俞：那是因为某人没有吃过蚵仔煎所以无从比较
秦：但起码很和某人胃口吧，因为某人还要某人教某人做蚵仔煎
俞：那是应为某人当时别无选择
秦：某人售某人帮助现在过河拆桥啊
俞：某人对某人讲话不要太过分哦
秦：是某人对某人讲话太过分吧


俞心蕾：“谢谢！”
秦朗：“不客气！”
俞心蕾：“再见！”
秦朗：“拜拜！”


如果是朋友 不管你走到哪 都会记住他的脸


啊朋友们，请你听啊听啊听，我唱歌来问候你 有什么事情，情啊情啊情，我能够帮助你 不管在春天夏天秋天和严冬 我并啊并啊并，我令啊令啊令，你心啊心啊心欢喜


大胖子，炒韭菜，热热来一碗，冷的我不爱，我不爱。（台语版）
秦朗翻译给安藤：多一点爱，多一点色彩，爱稍稍晚一点来，再冷我也会继续等待


上车啦 我带你去找你家,地址念给我听吧~
吴舆街69号~
小姐你别闹好不好?你念我家地址干嘛

人生最过瘾的就是因为它有很多转角, 有的转角很惊险; 有的转角又充满惊喜

是惊喜?还是惊险?不走过去,当然就不知道下一个转角你会遇到什么

转角充满了故事~~ 不管是在人生旅途上还是拥挤的街头~~ 也许是你的, 也许是我的, 因此我喜欢转角~~

我不喜欢转角.如果选择了走这条路,是因为这条路的风景是我喜欢的.有时转了一个弯,让我看到不想看到的事物,或是出现一个糟糕的意外...

不要感伤,也不要失望,不要放弃任何一个能让你快乐的希望...

Very Nice right??

爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪

爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪

爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪

也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁

我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪

现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美

Walau. Wish someone will sing this song specially for me =))

and i will hug you.. as how Da S hug XiaoZhu

Everyone is blogging.. Qi Yu Wu & Lao Zha Bo are doing so.. now even Jack Neo is following the trend..

Who's next?

Rainie Yang, Jolin Tsai, Luo Zhi Xiang & SHE de selina blog links are all updated~

Some people are just weird.. I hate that.. Stop treating people asif they were just born there for the sake of you. Pls, wake up ur bloody hell idea. i am a princess~not a slave. I am a woman~not a maid. i am your friend~not ur enemy..

Dont provoke me further cos i bite~

I told you i watched the whole drama "Corner with Love" staring Luo Zhi Xiang (Xiao Zhu) & Xu Xi Yuan (Da S).

Da S was from a rich family while XiaoZhu was working in a shop selling O-ar-jian (oyster egg).
Da S was beautiful, the center of attraction when she appears. One day, her family went bankcrupt and she was forced to leave her rich bf.

From Shanghai to Taiwan, she was searching for the house which her mother claimed to own. But she met up with XiaoZhu and the house actually belong to XiaoZhu.

Slowly, they like each other unknowingly, but whenever they wanna tell each other, quarrels would start.

" 谢谢你 ", "不客气", "再见", "bye bye" was the ending of their every quarrels.

Da S said that in the show " If you like someone, better tell her. Dont let her thinking non-stop. Be brave, face your love"

How many of you do that?

Every girls hope that they can be a princess. Dolling herself in the best outlook. Best make up skill, best outfit, unique necklace, special earrings, attractive bracelet and lovely shoes.

We try to look our best isit for us or for our partners?

Just be careful, if you got a bf

We are as one item.. not as an accessory for them to show how "nice" they are, worse still.. for them to show off themselves..

i finished this drama series from taiwan corner with love 23 discs by today.. pro? but i haven eat anything since my kfc at 12pm.. hungry~

saw a damn big lizard out side my hse lift.

the tail.. is twice the length of his body

super long ar.. if only.. my hair is this long.. pic of my kuku hair no 2i still look kuku.. haizlook into my eyes.. wad do u see..??

answer: eye ball -.-"

lazy after work.. sitting in mrt with this pose.. when no one is in the cabin cos it was at marina bay..one very super rare pic taken once in a blue moon

something that happened in one random family.

The grandpa had been working damn hard over the years.. when i say damn hard.. i MEAN it.. working 2 shifts per day, returning home during breaktime to eat something simple and plain and rushed to the next working place. He was considered healthy except with a little diabetis and vision problem.

He didnt not enjoyed his life to the fullest. no overseas (except to msia to pay respect to the late family of his, no posh resturants for him, no taking of taxi-s (unless bo bian) no handphone/pager, no clubbing, no movies, no CDs, no long hours of chatting on house phone, no branded clothes, no branded undies, no this and no that.

The only thing he do is to dye his hair black using cheap dyes sold in watson which cost less than $4 but u can dye ur hair for 2-3 times. Smoking habit had started since he was young. During his birthday, many parents hope that his children would bring him to expensive resturants like Ding Tai Feng, Crystal Jade, Sakae Sushi etc. But all the grandpa asked for was an ordinary japanese meal in a FOOD COURT which cost less than $8. And he would initiate to share the meal. See how thifty was he. All he wished for is hoping that his children would not encounter any difficulties in financial matters in the late future or when he is old & sickly, he would have enough money for doctors.

When he was admitted to the hospital, a scene would be spotted. Children and grandchildren of his who "disappeared" most of the time would "magically appear". Dont ask me how and dont ask me why.

He passed away suddenly on 2 Jan.. Those people whom i think wont weep, did that to my amaze. I could sense that the atmosphere was mixed up by "real emotions" & "good acting skills"

Those people who always claimed to be tight with money "suddenly" had money for those ritual. Dont ask me how and dont ask me why.

Those people who were very busy "suddenly" become very free also. Dont ask me how and dont ask me why.

I remembered when i first arrived at the wake, i saw one family of the relatives wore red. Yes. WHOLE FAMILY BLOODLY HELL WORE RED TO THE WAKE. RED!

WHEN UR FATHER PASSED AWAY. DO YOU WEAR RED/BLACK? USE UR COMMON SENSE DUMBASS.

IS BLACK

BLACK

not

RED~

GET IT? or when it's your turn, i shall wear red too~ =)

Enough of the past. Now, whoever who is interested in the money left by the grandpa OR you are unhappy about how pathetic your share of money is, DO NOT TRY TO DO ANYTHING FUNNY ANYMORE.

do kindly take note of that. I did not want to pin-point who is the who. If you are clever enough, i did not mention any names here. But do take note, i know who you are, and you know who you are. do not try to bully anyone when i am not around. So what he/she lives alone now? He/She is contented with her life & you should be contented with yours too.

Get your facts right and get ur ass off the money issue UNLESS YOU ARE THAT POOR TILL YOU COULD NOT AFFORD A CUP OF WATER OR A SLICE OF BREAD.

ARE YOU REALLY THAT IN NEED OF MONEY? YOU CAN APPLY FOR WELFARE FROM THE GOVT THEN..

P/S: And this is to everyone. Pls be truthful and filal to ur parents. Treasure who you have. Not when they left the world, you try ur mean ways to dig out how much money they had left.

Well.. do visit my maple Jay -- "dear" woshikevin de blog.

ok back to my hair.. today is friday 13th.. be wary of ur ways out.. unlucky day..

u may think this is alright.. BUT LOOK AT THIS~~!!!

i told u .. is damn short

and dear's mum also can see that my hair right side is longer than left side.. DAMNIT

by the way.. i am a lvl 100 priest in Aqulia liao~~!!! wahaha

Special thanks to dear and Jere (WoShiLine) for accompany me from 12pm to 7.30pm at sotong map to help me level..

DAMNIT..~~ THIS CONFIRM ONE LAST TIME.. DIE DIE ALSO CANT VISIT THE SALON NEAR MY HOUSE..

MY HAIR.. RIGHT SIDE LONGER THAN LEFT SIDE -.-"

FRINGE WAS MORE KUKU THAN WAD THE CHINA GF OF MY DAD DID THE LAST TIME -.-""

HAIR BECAME SHORT~~!!! SHORT!!!!!!!!

I JUST HATE SHORT HAIR..

DAMNIT..

AND MY REBONDED HAIR BECOME "QIAO QIAO " ALREADY~

ALL THANKS TO THE LOUSY SKILL OF HERS..

DAMNIT

NO MORE PICS OF ME. TILL I AM COMFORTABLE WITH MY HAIR & SCHOOL IS STARTING~ DAMN IT~~ HOW AM I GOING TO SCHOOL WITH THIS KINDA OF KUKU HAIR?!?!?!?!?!

Suay.. wad can i say abt suay.. lols.. i believe i can say alot of things about it..

Ytd me n zx fight again until very very very serious.. lols.. Ervi & jimmy was outside my she that time.. no face liao.. lol. ervi.. sorry make u n jy made a wasted trip..

you know what we quarrelled again? over maple story..~~~!!! (Not again)

and then.. lead to a fight the nxt day

Gratz Ervi lvl 70 for her character.. lol. slowly catch up~~ i lvl 96 le.. damn hao lian hor mi~~

Suay No 2

My period came last month 1 Mar and i tot this mth will come around 29-8Mar so i started preparing and i wore pads/pantyliners.. wasted sia..~~

then hor.. when i wore finish my outfit for work.. i felt a sudden glush of blood oozing out to my pad.. very gross.. and i had cramps all over the days.. haiz.. tml still need to work.. pray pray.. better dun let mi stain till paiseh or dun make mi come heavy flow till no stock of pads pls..

Suay No 3..

My bf and i not still very stable yet.. sad..

Let all the suay-ness go away pls..~~

anyway i done a new improved video.. i swear is alot more better than last time de.. reali

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jN2W9ntPUtU

HK singer Yong Er released a new album.. i listened to all tracks and i like a song call "cai gang xian"

she is a gd singer.. view this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pyILIYDI1us

&

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0_S-ahnNUI

i dont understand why we quarrel cos of game (not again)
u are a gamer.. not me.. i am not deem to be one.. get it?

i do not understand why u scold me this kind of language which makes me think of scolding you "go fcuk urself"

nowadays, the most common bad words i scold is " si ji dan" (die egg?) lol

but facing u, i just wanna tell u , do kindly fcuk ur self up

This is not a April fool jokes.. i bought 4d on wed.. 7128.. my IC no.. i bought for sat n sunday.. sat i didnt win.. but today sunday.. i see my dad's newspaper.. and woohoo~~ 1st prize~~!! i bought IBet and the number jumbled up but at least.. i won $83..~~ i bought with $1 nia.. - my buy 4d $8 captial.. i won $75..

today we quarrelled again.. and we fought.. wahaha.. a quarrel/misunderstand/u-just-simply-dont-trust-me?? i duno.. but i just noe.. treasure who you have ok everyone?

hard disk is new.. no pic, no songs.. argh.. and i do not know where is my mp3 player which is hiding in my messy room

neoprints taken with Ervi last tuesday

she is my best mahjong kakis.. and she is mahjong queen.. the only sms she would send to mi is

"want mahjong at ys house?"

and she dont quite like to play at my hse as i hav no mahjong table~~!! lols.. i use a normal table with a canrom board. argh. duno how to spell.. lols.. someone pls get mi a mahjong table..

P/S: got pink de ornt?