Maple is having server check now and i got the urge urgently to bitch about someone. I am not always wanna to find faults with her. But i cant help myself laughing.

When i was tidying my bro room with the help of my mother, I found something. My bro's ex gf wrote a 11 pages of A5 paper of suicide notes..

Saying how her life was boring until she met my bro etc but on another letter to my bro's friend, M. She wrote to M that my bro cant be compared to him . ( She somehow got together with M too) and letters to Miss D and her best friend in secondary school , Ms SL.

The way that she wrote the letters in Apr 05 was written asif she would be pronounced dead by the time they read it. But no, she is still alive and kicking now. So lame.. It doesnt take one to take 2 years to suicide without succeed. Jolly well step up to the 20th floor of a building and hoo~~ Off you go, jumping down from it.. It would only take less than 2 min if you wanna to be dead. In case you cant find such buildings, try going to Ang Mo Kio?

I think i dont have the need to disclose who is the girl. Ask me in MSN, and i will tell you stop being a KPO..

But seriously, how childish can teenagers be? 'Suicide' is not a word for attention seeking purpose. I mean, people do get sick with life and ranting to end them. But to me, although i said it before when i was really upset with life, but i wont come out with 11 pages of suicide notes and 3 letters to friends and not doing anything about it.

I mean, it is funny that when you are reading

" Surprised? Dont be sad. I understand. After you see this letter, I may not be around"

It is funny that you are reading a suicide note when you know the person is alive and kicking and not serious about it. Ok, so you wanna tell me about the word she say ' may not be around'?

That is utterly shits. If you 'MAY BE' around, then dont waste ink and papers writting suicide notes and expect people to read every single word and be worried for you or whatever shit.

Enviroment friendly please. If you really want to die, then blog it out.. But do not spend too long blogging as you are wasting in electricity when you are going to die. Blog so everyone can read by just typing in the URL. Isnt it much easier for a person who wanna commit suicide yet she got alot of things to type?

Nah, dont worry.. I am not writing my suicide post so soon. Perhaps when the sun is not rising anymore and i shall commit suicide. =)