i will post abt the talk on friday, hopefully.. (or latest saturday ok?)
It is fun to see bloggers!! like jayden, estee, kexin, immelia, nadia and not forgetting Mr Ming & Miss Huiwen!!

if there's another outing, i wanna go too!!! ( thanks Mr Ming~! next time i wanna go out with you guys too~!! *hint hint*) pardon me for being thick-skinned.. wahaha..

anyway, here come an emo post.. IF you are feeling low now, i suggest that you stop reading from this point onwards.. i am worried that you might go and commit suicide.. =)

Sometimes i think to myself

--- "am i a girl that doesn't deserved to be loved at all?"
--- "am i really that ugly that my bf get sick of my face already?"
--- "am i supposed to be bear with those foul language all the times?"
--- "am i supposed to be the one giving in all the times w/o no returns?"
--- "am i supposed to be listening to your command? and do things according to your mood swings?"

damn

i really need sense of security.. and lots of it.....!!!!