On my way home yesterday after school, i was listening to my mp3 and i felt very tired.. I felt weak, my eyelids are going to close any moments.. ( don't worry, i am not having mens) as soon as i reached home, i collasped.. i mean my feelings.. I suddenly feel that life is nothing. I am so tired yet i still need to go for audition at dreamforest. and making the matter worse, i have to go alone as bf rathers to be at home than accompanying me.
chances doesn't come easy. to realise my childhood dream, i must try. even if i did not succeed, at least i put in effort. i was just thinking of giving up because at the end of the day, i am just a normal corpse lying in the coffin enjoying my eternity sleep.
i decide to get a 10min rest and suling called me. it is just like when you are commiting suicide and someone called u. (well, i wasn't at that time) she asked me go shopping with her after she acc me to audition. i agreed to it.. in case i faint halfway, there's someone to help me call ambulance huh..
i SMSed kelvin about how depressed i felt and he comforted me.. He is such a gd guy.. so i went out to meet Suling with my "chao ah lian" hair..
Risma said it was nice but hwee san said i look like "ah lian".. OMG.. i spent SGD$138 just to make myself look like "ah lian". how ironic is that..
we took turn to wear our spects.. we dine at some jap resturant at they cathay and the food is nice and cheap but i find the soft shell crab a little bit oily.
her hair is so cute right.. haha.. HengYeong is telling me to put up a boyfriend application in this blog like how Steven Lim did.. -.-"
i do not need that application ok.. i think some of you know why~
drop that topic.. close up of my hair
the reddish brown is wad i done myself as the base and the highlights are done by JeanYip..
that all.. i hope depression doesn't get me soon.. or else you guys have to attend my funeral soon~ choi~ choi~ choi~
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