My life aint as nice as how you think

10 days more to go. cant help but thinking negatively.. i know i sldnt do that luh because afterall, i believe myself and *ahem* ~ but i guess the pisces character in me is very deep. so ironic

realized that i am getting fatter n fatter and i am getting more n more uglier. seriously, i do not know what to wear anymore. =(

this is the end of a woman's life if you got no nice clolthes to wear. just bump into my cousin at orchard just now. she looked very nice in her stylish clothes. but me in my jeans & tee.

being fatter means got alot of clothes i cant wear.. does it means i am going to wear jeans + tee for the rest of my life?!

with this kind of look. how would i have confidence in myself and towards people? and no wonder i am thinking negatively too. guess this is part of the reason.

whatever~ i am afraid..