A Blog Created For....

was tidying pictures in my com. found a relatively nice picture. not trying to hint anything but just trying to share

"if a girl cried in front of u, means she cant take it anymore.
Hold her hand and she would stay with you."

"a girl wont cry easily. except in front of the person that she is able to let down herself."

"she cry not because she is weak or trying to gain pity. she cried because crying in silent isn't possible."

still got quite a few but i lazy to type. >.<" or i am afraid others would get the wrong idea that i am hinting something. when i started this blog in the past, i merely want a online diary for myself with some nice pictures. i started off with just merely 10 unique hits per day. poor thing right?

blame myself for not being a good writer, providing gd information for visitors.

blame myself that i am not as pretty as Xiaxue / Dawn Yang / Fann Wong.

blame myself that i do not possess those 36E-23-30 figure blame myself that i do not know how to use photoshop or whatever it is, i enjoy blogging.

REASON

i blog for myself

i realized that in the past, i am being over-friendly. to some other people. i seemed like a flirt? thinking of that, i cant have the best of everything. so, i will still be friendly.. but with limits.. maybe over-friendly is my thinking that i hope everyone would like me as a friend. but i guess sometimes it do backfires.

Nvm if you dont catch what i am saying. bcos i may not know what i am saying myself. i am lousy at expressing myself with words.

actions

yes, actions speaks louder.

ytd tried to clear my MSN list. WTH~ realized that some of the people. i do not know them personally. so what i done is to right-click and select "block" & "delete".

i lived for 21years. realizing that the same thing that i done will be different in different people's eyes. defaming, gossips. i had enough.

ironic. i dont even know what i am typing now. take it as rubbish.

sometimes...

i wish i can go back to the past

when i tell myself i am the happiest girl..

with the simple act of bubble tea
with the simple act of lending me your shoulder for me to rest in cab
and the list goes on......

whatever. i think i am producing alot of junk in this post.

before sleep must say "wan an~!"

good night all!!!