if only they can be more understanding

today i was called to meeting room

reason is that my internal calls are too high
but did they ever wonder that if i am offline with cust and i called my supervisor to enquire it is also considered as internal call?

going lunch with lunch mate just wanna check if they are ready to call also 1x internal call.

previously about the no stock incident, i need to seek approval for certain perks for my customers also considered 1x internal call each

i wonder if i call other team to force in appt isit 1x internal call ornt. but definately, although my internal calls are slightly more than other colleagues, i dont think it is a very gd reason to penalise me.

and then, sometimes when colleagues call me to ask me things = 1x internal call.
15 average per day.. isit too much? i duno

about sch..

do u think i have the choice of choosing my school days? nope. i am already trying my best to take off day on sat and go back to work on sunday. that means both weekends are gone.

but they still cant understand that afterall, i am a human.. i am not an ultrawoman that have 101% of energy to complete all my task.

asif they care

trying to be an angel to tell me the correct way to heaven but is actually leading me another route to hell.

i am already trying hard to seek a new job. but with my current ite cert, i get nothing but insurance company trying to ask me to be insurance agents which is a BIG NO to me.

dont make me to hate my job!