a week of mixed feelings

before i go to the title, let me blog about my new toy 1st.

just bought a new SHARP 32" LCD TV @ $599 at Audio House at Geyland. had a hard time choosing the LG 32" with the same pricing between sharp. I think sharp is better although outlook LG is slightly more chio.

Now my PC is also plug in the LCD TV input so i can MSN big big now. LOL. made bro jealous of my new toy. i had enough of the old fat 26" TV with kuku function except that it can be used with my universal controller of my hubstation box. But who cares. Now i see the actors and actress bigger, clearer and the sound is better. Best of it, i can download movies and play on the 32" instead of the kuku 17" of my LCD PC monitor.

Don't worry, i paid by installment although i jolly well know that i can afford making full payment but since it is 0% interest free. why not? further more, the warranty of TV is 3 years. i just need to pay $20 per month for my TV!

ok . enough of the TV..

back to my mixed feelings

assignments - half way done.
dont understand the single shit on my powerpoint slides. skipped school yesterday even though exam tips were given yesterday. Reason? bad cramps.

work status -
initially, i thought working environment is not as bad as what is telecast on TV. But as the days go when i stay in this company. i realised that sales line isnt easy. If you want to be the TOP, other than being VERY hardworking & you might have to put in some underhand means to get to the TOP. I am not referring to anyone in this post.

just gradually casual remark.

sadly, i am not as hardworking, my luck of receiving a call with 100% sign up isn't high and i dont take up customers when they have outstanding amount or unable to produce me documents.

i thought this is right way to work things out. Proven to me, NO.

i really wonder. Rules are set by them, targets are set by them. the target that they set, if only i am the one NOT hitting it, i only have myself to slap.

the problem is.......... i guess not much people hit the target.

Result of my confirmation not done yet.

confirm? not confirm? or to be confirmed?