STOP THE SEX PICS OF Edison, Gillian, Bobo, Cecilia

STOP THE SEX PICS OF Edison, Gillian, Bobo, Cecilia

ya.. i know i know since the Shin Ming came out with the news.. everyone is blogging and posting pics about that.. i have the pictures too~ in a folder incase my bro opens it.. I looked at it and i think...... It is real..

but wait.. SO WHAT if it is real?

imagine that your boobs or dick or that place where babies come from are being shown to the public.. would you like people to post and spread? You may say they deserve it. But.. You think they want it? So many people are taking photos using advanced technology. does that means celebrities are banned from taking pictures of themselves?

furthermore, they are young people like us.. edison still so ABC somemore.. and stop attacking a married woman.. Cecilia's pictures are all over the net. the terrifying cyberworld.. have you guys thought of how Mr Tse will feel? Saying Cecilia is a bitch.. then have you wonder if Mr Tse himself took all these pics b4? maybe he took it with Faye Wong right? o.O

Guys and Ladies are equal.. It just that you snap , i snap and hackers hack and photos get circulated.

If they are not HongKong celebrities, you think you will be SOOOOOOOOO interested? Stop falling into the hacker's trap. He/She must be a looney that he/she must shame people to get on with his/her life.

People, please... Stop circulating the pictures.. I am sure you wont want yours to be circulated too right??

Depression is coming towards me

On my way home yesterday after school, i was listening to my mp3 and i felt very tired.. I felt weak, my eyelids are going to close any moments.. ( don't worry, i am not having mens) as soon as i reached home, i collasped.. i mean my feelings.. I suddenly feel that life is nothing. I am so tired yet i still need to go for audition at dreamforest. and making the matter worse, i have to go alone as bf rathers to be at home than accompanying me.

chances doesn't come easy. to realise my childhood dream, i must try. even if i did not succeed, at least i put in effort. i was just thinking of giving up because at the end of the day, i am just a normal corpse lying in the coffin enjoying my eternity sleep.

i decide to get a 10min rest and suling called me. it is just like when you are commiting suicide and someone called u. (well, i wasn't at that time) she asked me go shopping with her after she acc me to audition. i agreed to it.. in case i faint halfway, there's someone to help me call ambulance huh..

i SMSed kelvin about how depressed i felt and he comforted me.. He is such a gd guy.. so i went out to meet Suling with my "chao ah lian" hair..

Risma said it was nice but hwee san said i look like "ah lian".. OMG.. i spent SGD$138 just to make myself look like "ah lian". how ironic is that..we took turn to wear our spects.. we dine at some jap resturant at they cathay and the food is nice and cheap but i find the soft shell crab a little bit oily.her hair is so cute right.. haha.. HengYeong is telling me to put up a boyfriend application in this blog like how Steven Lim did.. -.-"

i do not need that application ok.. i think some of you know why~

drop that topic.. close up of my hair

the reddish brown is wad i done myself as the base and the highlights are done by JeanYip..

that all.. i hope depression doesn't get me soon.. or else you guys have to attend my funeral soon~ choi~ choi~ choi~

I finally found my twin after 20 years!

I finally found my twin after 20 years!

I found my twin in my school's toilet.

Just went to JeanYip to highlight my hair golden with ash grey.. haha.. total is $138 while my mum's rebonding is $138 also..

after which, my mum went to chinatown with her friends while i went to Raffles City's Levi's to buy another shirt for my bro~ i just feel that my bf is plain stupid.. shall not elaborate on here..

anyway, Levi's is having 20% sales if you are not aware of that and i bought this Tshirt.

this is my hair before i darken it with the ash colourand thus, it become like this.haha!

Just a short update on yesterday~ i went town with Ervi and i had a small session of zi lian-ing at home

the pic was taken in my bro's room.. haha.. my head seemed big.. o.Oshopping is women's favourite past time. i told Ervi that every girl's best friend is shoes, bags, clothes, makeup etc etc etc.. we can die without them~ I mean 90% of the girls. If you are those in the twenties yet you are wearing your ahma's underwear, then you are under the 10%. Or you simply think that you look the best without makeup~ come on, i hate liars~and tada~ i bought a new set of clothes again for casual outing~! haha!! i am just back from Chinatown to collect my bro's ezlink.. it is so fucking warm at chinatown and those cabbies do not know the way~ i think they did it on purpose to earn money. Oops! i hope no cabbies read this.

anyway, i am off for dinner~ ciao~

Life is boring

Life is boring ever since i start school.. i cant sleep till the sun set.. (haha)

ytd's nafa test nearly cost my life.. i ran for 200m and i was panting like hell, grasping for breath.. and yes.. i fail all including the 5 stations!! haha!! that shows how weak i was..

i hope that i can become an alien.. and survive in the time dimension.. there is no school, working stress etc.. =)

Nuffnang made it to the Malaysia's TV.. way to go !! remember, there is a low profile blogger supporting you. that is me =)

hmm.. get back to the alien..

Look, i am pretty if i am in an alien form~ wahaha!! tomorrow, maybe i am going shopping with Ervi.. till then, lots of pictures and interesting shopping stuffs would be up~! pls support my blog.. i know it is boring.. but..... that is me..

unless you wish me to blog stuffs about sex.. which is a nono for me.. i am not those creative writer to type those fantasy to pollute you guys =)

and oh, is my new sunglasses nice?

I thought someone had committed suicide......

When i saw the sign " No train service between Tarah Merah to Pasir Ris", i thought that someone had committed suicide again~ LOLs.. But i heard that is train's fault.. so nvm, since i am not heading towards that direction..

school is boring.. and the boring me slept through the break time at student hub with malays rocking on the sofa that i slept on so i told Jiasheng, i didnt not sleep rather, i fainted.. LOLs

There is a Nafra test tomorrow.. Hui Shan promised to run the last one with me.. phew~ i thought of going to give it a miss again.. Wednesday there is a HR test..

Give me a break~ I hate school!!! =.="

=X

A moment in Time Space = Years on Earth

Recently, i was browsing on the web.. and i found this article..
http://lfxh.blog.sohu.com/44387086.html

To cut short, it quoted 3 examples in the article..

1st : in the year 1955, 2nd of july.. An plane got lost while flying and it only reappears 35 years later which is 1990.. The passengers did not grow old at all.. Their families got insurance claim in the past as everyone thought that they were dead.. Their families were surprised to see them.. To the passengers, they feel like the time past is only a few days.. It was believed that they got sucked in the time space and finally got an exit in the year 1990.. If you think that they flew for 35 years, then you are wrong. How can the fuel in an aircraft last for 35 years?

yLva's thinking : I hope i was on the plane too~ I would like to experience the extraordinary.

2nd: in the year 1912, 15th of april.. A ship drowned and 1500 people were dead. But 80 years later, (1991, 9th Aug) a scientist found an old man of the age of 60, sitting on an iceberg wearing an old captain uniform. He smokes silently while looking at the sea.. He is sent to the hospital and a body check up was performed and they found that nothing is wrong with him except that he is 140 yrs old. He got lost in the time space for 80 years. But to him.. it is just yesterday when the ship sank.

yLva's thinking : i wish to meet the captain.. =)

3rd : in the year 1937, an china army of 2000+ people suddenly disappeared and they are nowhere to be found till date..

yLva's thinking : i am still waiting for their reappearance..

ITE teacher fought over food with student

ITE teacher fought over food with student
Today, i was feeling hungry even though i finished my grilled fish set so i decided to go to the Malay Stall for nuggets..

In front of me were 2 students queuing and one teacher was beside me. I thought that the queue is like 2 by 2.. ( I seldom purchase malay food, you see)

The auntie asked me what i want so i told her 2 nuggets.. "oh, take yourself.. self service." was the answer from the auntie so i went ahead to the tray, took a plastic bag and picked my nuggets.. someone pat on my shoulder alot of times rudely and i turned and saw that stupid malay teacher.. ( I am not racist)

Blue : that teacher
Pink : Ylva, your pathetic student who got bullied

" Excuse me, i came first."
" But the auntie asked me to self service what"
" I don't care. You come later than me. You have to wait till i buy then you can buy."

WTF? Playing a bully just because you are a teacher? i carried my plastic bag and STOOD behind her. there are 2 aunties in the stall, i am just self servicing my nuggets and pay the auntie and go off.. Does it matter if i go first or after her? Does it means that students have to wait for teachers to buy finish then we can go and buy our food?

I didnt make any move because i know i need the section head help if i get debarred again.. If it was during my secondary school day, i would have shouted at her that it is none of my business whether she died of hunger ornt just because i am buying 2 nuggets. and worse, she complaint to the auntie in malay & english complaining about me.

This is how she told the aunties. i bet the aunties hope to ignore her too~

" You all sh0uldn't let students just buy like that. they should learn how to queue. i haven even buy my food and blah blah blah.."

fugly old teacher ( you are old because you are older than me), seriously i dont give a damn if you go hungry just because of my 2 nuggets.. and i meant it by saying i dont give a fucking damn.. thankfully, i am going to grad soon.. i have no chance to be under your class if not when one day i asked if i can go to the toilet, i am afraid that your reply would be " I haven even go to the toilet , you cant go too."

if ever the day that i suay suay happened to be in your class, i would have to wear a diaper to school..

Reached town around 6 plus with SuLing.. went to cineleisure and ate buddy meal.. was feeling very full after that..

see, humans are like that.. even so fat already still want to eat KFC.. haiz.. i am just afraid.. what if i die tomorrow.......i bought one shirt at just $5.50.. lol.. the total amount i spent including food is just merely $15.. lol.. this is the cheapest town trip i ever had..see my dark rings.. lol..that all.. it is raining now.. nice weather to sleep.. bye~

i went to town happily but went back home disappointed..

i realized that i am fat..

i couldn't fit in clothes without feeling that i am a giant

=(

upload pic tml~

MC King's sudden death impact on me

MC King's sudden death impact on me

Seeing MC King's death, i decided to cut down on fast food. But on the other hand, i think.. why should i? i would die after all.. why should i care about my appearance? i can just enjoy, be fat & ugly..

when am i going to die? how am i going to die? after death, where should i go??

i am scared of my sudden death.. i still have alot of wishes.

1. I have not found a bf that treat me nice & truly love me.
2. I have not return my bro his money
3. My dad haven return me my money.
4. I haven get married and give birth.
5. I havent found a job related to my dream.
6. I have not get into a private school yet.
7. I have not enjoyed my life.

If i die tomorrow..

P/S: 10th day of getting scolded

Updates of the Chalet with videos

Updates of the Chalet with videos

we celebrated Chew Seah's 21st birthday at Aloha Resort.. Opposite it was the Old Changi Hospital but i didnt get the chance to go.. anyway, the man of the day~this is the funny video of Chew Seah cutting his cake.

His cake is nice.. got biscuit one..

it is yummy~ hmm.. wad should i have for my 21st birthday?

This is the video of the crazy guys doing yamseng.. it is 40% alcohol and mixed with only abit of greentea. i think the ratio is 9:1. 9 is the chivas and the 1 is the green tea duh~

They wrapped the present (helmet) with crickets.. $2 full of crickets.. crazy idea.. luckily is not my birthday if not i would have freaked out.

the guys bought a helmet for him.. I wore it too. it is pretty cool lah~

Once again, happy birthday Chew Seah! thanks for the invite to your chalet. =)

I am unhappy

yes, i am unhappy.. ever since 1 jan, i had quarrels everyday with bf.. we even fought twice.. Today's morning he was late for school so he wanted to cross the red man light.. i stopped him because it was too dangerous.

end up i get scolded and blame when he missed the train.. the moment i stopped him from crossing, he scolded me.. I stop because i cared, otherwise, i would just ignore and watch him get knocked down by car right?

i merely told him " today is the 9th day of 2008. u wanted to scold me again isit"

he told me yes and he will scold me everyday.. what have i done wrong to deserve this? I longed for happiness in a relationship but think it is too impossible. i am tired of getting scolding everyday. i cant even live happyily for a single moment.

yesterday we quarrelled because he said 430pm meet me and i tot he meant he 430pm off school. so when he called, i was still at home. He said he is going home since i was still at home.

i said i want to go out if not i bathe so fast for what.. and he come and quarrel with me.. when i went to his house to find him, his bloody hell eyes were both fixed on the computer screen playing his game. he doesn't even bother to look at me.

he can spend his time waiting for the boss to spawn. but not waiting for me when i was late.. he even chase me out of his house in front of his mother. snatch away the newspaper i was reading.

am i that lousy girl that no one will like so i deserve all these shits? i see my surrounding friends, envy them of their happiness.. My bf always tell me not to envy them. how to?? when i doesn't have a single blissful moment?

he can even forget to call me to acc me chat when i was waiting at bugis for 1 hour for ervi. just because he was playing game, i have to wait for 7 hours but still no single call. i reached home at 12am but till 12.30am, he still didn't talk to me on MSN.

game is more important than gf?

i am unhappy, sad, angry, disappointed and i see no point of living.. based on the care & concern i have from family & friends.

btw, grats qiuyun for giving birth to her baby son last night. will be visiting her ltr at hospital.

stupid. i got tons of photos to upload. jayden's shot, chalet one.. still got video somemore. i got a new hair cut again.. and i rebonded. cos really too curl.. haiz

this is a lousy bad hair month.. i wanna my long hair back!

MC King -- Be happy is the best.

MC King -- Be happy is the best.

Yes, our local comedian king had passed away. I know i am late for this post. but.. i was busy at the chalet..

I duno who is the steven (IP address 202.67.151.224) but thanks for the negative comment on telling me most actress from NUS, NTU.. so what i am from ITE? i am just trying to do what i like. It doesn't matter if i can make it big or not or i remain as a small fry for the rest of my life.

Being happy is the most important. What is the use of you being rich & famous but unhappy?

MC king, a comedian that i watched since i was very young. I always remember that the chubby face & body is his trademark. I wonder if i would remember him if he slim down. He mentioned in his blog that he had no news value = not popular..

But when he passed away, everyone report and blogging about him. what is the use that you doesn't treasure his talent when he is alive? just now as i was rebonding my hair at a salon, i was listening to the radio and heard ppl wept.

I understand the feeling of losing a friend. But can those shitty people stop guessing how did he died? Rumours online claimed that he died because he was dieting with diet pills.. can you all just wait for the report to come out instead of guessing around and using him as your blog entry?

MC King had joined heaven.. Now, have you learn your lesson to treasure the loved ones around you?

Just bathe after reaching home from aloha resort chalet.. i am damn shag..

only slept for 2 hrs =( somemore i slept at the stairsway.. =( seeing my bed now comforts me awhile. wahahaha.. so, i am going for a little nap and wake up at 10pm to memorise the audition script for a channelU show.. i am going for the audition at 4.30pm tml..

means i got NO TIME!! wabiang eh!! i hope that my brain is nice to me. i will drink one chicken essence ltr.. wahahaha!!

off to sleep.. and i present you another photo taken by Jayden.

Ylva & JinLian

i may be going to chalet.. blog in 1 or 2 days come ok! and i just got an sms from wawa production asking me go audition for a drama show on channelU this coming monday .. yippie!

will blog more abt the shots a week ago.. thx jayden for the pic

am i naked or not?

am i naked or not?

on 31st dec 2007, i was at my aunt's beauty salon.. being sleepy and restless, i asked my aunt if i can dip myself into the water full of bubbles and she agreed.. and tata..

bubbles.. haha.. the camera resolution is nt gd as i was using my N73 VGA front camera.. i dare not use the 2megapixel one for fear that i drop it inside the bubbles.i am enjoyingand i ate the bubbles.. LOL.. no lah. i didnt lah~ if nt i would be dead nowenjoying the water beating at my back, legs and the bubble.. am i naked?? NO lah! please do not think to the wrong way or i will kill u.. =Psee.. i did wrap myself with towel..

Shots for Jayden's Samsung competition

Shots for Jayden's Samsung competition
JinLian, Ryan & I met up with Jayden and his friends at cityhall MRT and after we ate our breakfast, we headed to CHIJMES to change and makeup for the shoot.

My 1st outfit.. I like it alot because i find that the design is very special. I even told Ruth ( the designer) that i want it for my wedding gown.. LOL..it is very nice right!!! i really like it lo.. Jin Lian wore this.. and we just shoot some random post and video. tJayden is e talented guy that i was talking about. You can visit his blog at http://jayleif.blogspot.com/ i am so lazy to type so i just let pictures do the talking ok? hahathis is ruth and me.. when we were talking shots at Esplanade, the guard came and requested us to go and exchange for the pass.. I was very tired as i sleep for 4 hours only and my legs were damn pain due to my heels.. lousy shoes.. i am going to throw them away soon. =( and JinLian lost her shoes because she forgot to take her shoes and left it at the toilet..

worse still, the person took the shoes but not the shoe box.. -.-"

Jin Lian - the pixie.. LOL. .she is cute right?and we camwhore with RuthJinLian asked us to pose ugly but she ended so pretty..my aunt said we look like hu li jing.. -.-"and i played with Ryan's sunglasses

and to those who tagged me , thx for the tag and Happy New Year 2008!

For this new year, i cant feel any love at all.. it is damn shitty feeling.. Why? Because i got a bias mum, and stupid dad who only fucking care his horse bet and cigg, stupid bf who only cared for himself.

You know what? he asked me not to go out during New Year Eve. He said outside is crampy with ppl and it is expensive to go out etc.. He asked me to STAY AT HOME AND SLEEP! WTF! i am still 20.. please don't treat me asif i am 60 yrs old! Even my mum went to countdown too!

During my train ride from City Hall to Tiong Bahru, he kept asking me details of Ryan's singing lesson stuff and i told him i will tell him the details when we meet. and you know what? he kept pestering me to say for 20min! Normally if he is the one who said meet already then say, i will have to listen. But for him, i need to tell him that sentence for 20min! is him deaf or just fucking plainly stupid?

When he finally understood what is "meet already then i tell u", i asked him so meet what time.. He said not meeting.. i go home and sleep through the year! damn fucking stupid. i just feel like slapping him on his face to make him wake up.

When i arranged mahjong at my aunt's house, i asked him to faster to go and bathe and meet me at Yio Chu Kang MRT station 8.30pm because i was eating at 7.45pm and i can ask my uncle to drop me off at Yio Chu Kang MRT station then i will meet him and take a 10min walk to the condo..

BUT, he didnt even go and bathe at 8.20pm!! and he lives at Sembawang. How am i going to wait for him? worse still, he smsed me " can i dont go?" when we already plan the mahjong! damn fucking stupid right?

in the end, i have to walk to and fro to pick him up! i only had 4 hours of sleep and i have to walk so much to do so much shit.

and just now, it is already 3pm and i asked him to go out and eat.. yet all in his mind was his game and it is clear that he didnt hear me. and when i got angry because of yesterday's and today's matter, he come and tell me that he wanna diet. Fuck YOU!

you got your own family to care for you. That's why you can concentrate on your game. But me? I have to settle my meals myself!

bullshits.

New Year resolution:

If my bf still dont change his way of treating me, i will change him.

@ssh0les